
Feroz Aslam* sports an abashed smile whenever he hears the clink of a teacup on a saucer. He cannot see, but he knows it is his father.
тАЬFor the past 10 years, it has been my parents тАУ ailing themselves тАУ who have been serving me food,тАЭ the 28-year-old told Al Jazeera. тАЬBeing their eldest son, it embarrasses me extremely.тАЭ
Aslam was not born blind.
He lost his vision a decade ago when, while running an errand to a fruit shop in Sopore, a town in Indian-administered Kashmir, he was hit by a rushing stream of shotgun pellets fired by Indian security forces during an antigovernment protest.
Aslam remembers falling onto the ground as the hot projectiles seared into his skin. тАЬSeven pellets went into my right eye and six into the left,тАЭ he said, adding, тАЬand more than 300 hit my chest.тАЭ
Upon being fired, pellet guns release hundreds of tiny iron balls that tear into the flesh and stay buried deep inside the tissues, from where it is nearly impossible to remove them.
The pellets burned through AslamтАЩs cornea тАУ the glazed coating that protects the eyeтАЩs sensitive parts тАУ impairing his vision forever.
тАШBlood-soaked eyesтАЩ
Aslam is among more than 1,000 Kashmiris who have lost their vision, partially or completely, since New Delhi introduced pellet guns in 2010 to quell street protests in the disputed Muslim-majority region, controlled by India and Pakistan in parts and claimed by both in full.
Now, teasers of a Bollywood film, scheduled for an October 2027 release, have reopened those wounds in Kashmir.
Chauhaan features actor Ajay Devgn playing an Indian security official, who is arrayed against hundreds of stone-throwing protesters in Kashmir amid burning cars and pitched street battles.
DevgnтАЩs voice in the background appears to mock the past Indian governments for having тАЬpandered to the enemyтАЭ by refusing to be tougher on the protesters. It laments the alleged ineffectiveness of security measures deployed by Indian forces.
A mask to stay safe during a tear gas attack can be bought online, it says, while a pellet gun only inflicts тАЬlimited damageтАЭ.
The trailer of the тАЬaction entertainerтАЭ ends with Devgn, wearing a skull mask and walking towards a protesting crowd with a wheeled boombox blaring тАЬJumma chumma de deтАЭ тАУ a popular film song from the 1990s, in which a lover is demanding his betrothed to meet him on a Friday so they can kiss.
Most street protests against IndiaтАЩs rule in Kashmir used to take place on Fridays.
Aslam cannot watch ChauhaanтАЩs teaser, but he calls the upcoming film unfortunate. тАЬIf the makers blindfold their eyes only for a day, they would know what it feels like not being able to see,тАЭ he told Al Jazeera.

IndiaтАЩs use of pellet guns in Kashmir crescendoed in 2016 when huge rallies were held during protests against the killing of Burhan Wani, a 22-year-old rebel commander of the regional armed group Hizbul Mujahideen.
Wani was shot dead along with two other rebels on July 8, 2016, by Indian security forces and police in Anantnag districtтАЩs Bundoora village, about 85km (53 miles) from the regionтАЩs main city of Srinagar.
WaniтАЩs killing threw the valley into weeks of mourning and angry protests, resulting in the deaths of dozens of people and the blinding of hundreds of others, including women and children, some as young as 18 months. Or, 14-year-old Insha Mushtaq, whose face was so badly disfigured by the pellets that it took plastic surgeons weeks to stitch it back together.

An estimated 14 percent of KashmirтАЩs pellet victims are children below the age of 15.
Saiba Varma, a medical anthropologist at the University of California San Diego whose work focuses on Kashmir, argues that ChauhaanтАЩs political messaging signals how Indian public discourse has grown тАЬincreasingly pernicious as well as less heedful of the questions of morality surrounding the police excessesтАЭ in Kashmir.
тАЬWhen pellet guns were first introduced as a crowd control measure, the state justified them as a more humanitarian, less lethal alternative to bullets. The use of pellet guns was meant to shore up the state as a humanitarian actor,тАЭ she told Al Jazeera.
тАЬBut now those narratives appear to have fallen away. The state no longer even needs these justifications.тАЭ
Varma said the depictions of Kashmiri pellet victims in the filmтАЩs trailer were laced with popular political tropes about the Kashmiri people.
тАЬThe images of men with blood-soaked eyes voicing animalistic screams reinforce the tropes of Kashmiris as dangerous figures that require taming,тАЭ she said.
тАШBleeding through my eyesтАЩ
IndiaтАЩs use of pellet guns in Kashmir has attracted widespread condemnation from rights groups and even the United Nations, which accused India of тАЬgrave violationsтАЭ against children.
тАЬI call upon the government to take preventive measures to protect children, including by ending the use of pellets against children, ensuring that children are not associated in any way with security forces, and endorsing the Safe Schools Declaration and the Vancouver Principles,тАЭ UN Secretary-General Antonio Guterres said in a report in 2021.
In 2016, when the use of pellet guns by Indian forces was at its peak, the Supreme Court of India cautioned against their тАЬindiscriminateтАЭ use, arguing that they must be deployed sparingly and after тАЬproper application of mindтАЭ by the authorities.
But the Indian government defended their use as a nonlethal alternative to bullets.
A decade later, however, Aslam still experiences agonising pain in his eyes тАЬto the point that I sometimes wish I were dead insteadтАЭ. Unable to work, he says he finds it difficult to come to terms with the fact that his ageing father still works as a tailor to support the family.
Nearly 40km (25 miles) from his house lives Masroor Khalid*, another man blinded by pellets in 2016.
At his home in Budgam district, Khalid caresses a photograph of himself from his younger days. It shows a man in his late teens, his arms beefed up with muscles, staring into the camera, a smile flickering across his face.

Khalid was 20 when he was hit by shotgun pellets while distributing the sacrificial meat during the Eid al-Adha festivities.
тАЬWhen I turned a corner, there was a stampede,тАЭ he recounted to Al Jazeera. тАЬI donтАЩt remember anything except that I was bleeding through my eyes. Later, I fell into a coma for four days.тАЭ
His parents spent 2 million rupees ($21,000) on his surgeries, but KhalidтАЩs vision could not be restored. He still has more than 300 pellets lodged in his face.
тАЬDoctors told me removing the pellets would mean getting 9-10 stitches. That would mean disfiguring my face entirely,тАЭ he said.
In the process of his expensive treatment, KhalidтАЩs family was reduced to penury.
тАЬMy father has aged, but he still works as a mason so that the family doesnтАЩt end up starving,тАЭ he said as he broke down. тАЬWe wouldnтАЩt even wish upon our enemies what has befallen us.тАЭ
тАШMocking the victimsтАЩ
Political analysts say Chauhaan is the latest Bollywood act of тАЬpouring scornтАЭ on the pellet victims in Kashmir.
тАЬEver since [Narendra] Modi took over as Indian prime minister in 2014, hate itself has become a commodity and many Bollywood directors have latched on to it,тАЭ Rakib Hameed Naik, who heads the United States-based Center for the Study of Organized Hate (CSOH), told Al Jazeera.
тАЬThey know such movies will sell and they will also get patronage,тАЭ he said. тАЬSo itтАЩs effectively a business model. Feeling qualms over mocking the victims is the least of their concerns.тАЭ
For years now, a section of filmmakers in Bollywood has been accused of churning out a flurry of propaganda films that feed into the policies and programmes promoted by ModiтАЩs right-wing Bharatiya Janata Party (BJP). Such films target IndiaтАЩs 200 million Muslims by using sensitive issues, including Kashmir and IndiaтАЩs historic rivalry with neighbouring Muslim-majority Pakistan.
In 2019, ModiтАЩs nationalist government revoked KashmirтАЩs semi-autonomous status and split the region into two federally governed territories. The deeply unpopular move was implemented through a months-long military lockdown and internet shutdown, while hundreds of Kashmiris were imprisoned.
Since then, said Naik, Bollywood has produced a series of films тАУ Article 370, Baramulla and Kashmir Files тАУ to rationalise the governmentтАЩs moves, using familiar Islamophobic tropes and reducing Kashmiri Muslims to caricatures.
He said such movies are made to justify the BJPтАЩs policies. тАЬIt can brush aside criticisms of abysmal human rights record and invert the reality, projecting the regime as the victim and the Kashmiri people as aggressors,тАЭ Naik said.
Ather Zia, a Kashmiri political anthropologist and poet, said Bollywood has historically treated Kashmir тАЬeither as a silent backdrop for its own stories, or Kashmiris are objectified as black-and-white caricaturesтАЭ.
тАЬThey are shown as either perpetually servile hosts for tourists or as raging mindless terrorists,тАЭ Zia told Al Jazeera.
тАЬInfantilising, patronising, invisibilising and weaponising Kashmiris is a dependable formula for many blockbusters. This also reflects the audiences who continue to consume such content voraciously and remain chronically insensitive to Kashmiris, their history, politics and suffering,тАЭ she said.
*Names of pellet victims have been changed on their request.
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